Fallin'
April 2026
Ola mabebe,
I originally planned (and wrote) this month's theme to be march mathness kasi it's a play on yung march madness thing sa basketball tapos I had some math stuff planned HAHAHAHA kaso I figured di sya enough so I'm saving those for a later month nalang.
I'd like to apologize nga pala for the delay on writing this letter HAHAHAH umabot naman ng first week. It's been such a hectic month and di ako nakahanap ng time to write pero know na even when writing ikaw padin ang tumatakbo sa aking isip on my down times hehehe
Talking to people
March has been my least favorite month talaga for a while now and gagi it shows. I've had some of my biggest downs last month and it gave me much to reflect on talaga.
One of the things I've learned is na people might find me annoying. When I wrote this ^ back in early march, I had this tiny fight with Gabe and tbh nakalimutan ko na yung details HAHAHAH basta the point was na she stopped talking to me kasi I kept butting in sa kwento nya and adding follow ups na di naman ganon ka-relevant sa plot ng kwento nya HAHAHA I apologized naman pero it did make me realize na gagi I might not be the best communicator talaga or atleast di ako compatible with talking to just anybody
Another thing that made me realize something about myself is yung Jeriel event with the squares. Ako talaga when I show my true personality (i.e. when I started getting annoyed na with the Squares and showed it kay Jeriel) na I'm not the best people person HAHAHAH kaya siguro introvert talaga ako by nature and how quick my social battery drains pag ibang tao
So my realization talaga rito is na grabe, I'm so super lucky to have you my baby!!! When I talk to you I never have to hold myself back or think about filtering myself in fear of disapproval or judgement. I do think na I have tons of points of improvement when it comes to communication pero me being allowed to speak and never feel like na-a-annoy kita is one of the reasons why love na love talaga kita so super duper much
While others make me feel like I'm an alien sa kanilang mga mundo 'cause di kami nagkaka intindihan, you wholeheartedly welcome me sa mundo mo and make me feel at home
Can't Stop Me
“"From falling in love"
GRABE ANG DALI LANG PALANG MAG EMBED NG SPOTIFY SONG CLIP SA WEBSITES HAHAHAHAHA kaso nga lang you can't customize them para a specific song clip lang yung mag peplay :/ fine!
I want to thank you so super duper much for bearing with me through march mabebe! Another realization na I had this month was how much strength you gave me. My job is the type that often gives me problems to solve anoh and I don't always get them on the first hundred tries and when I do man, it's because I took the time to take a step back, talk or reply sayo then get back to the problem with a different point of view. Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng change in mental and emotional state ko when I stop to think about you heheh
What this taught me is na I'm unstoppable kasi I have you! Another realization I had din is na grabe talaga ang need ko sayo so super duper much. Thankful talaga ako na di na ako matutuloy sa Australia kasi dumadag lang ng ilang dosenang kilometro yung nilayo ko sayo (when nag overnight sa motel sa Balagtas, Bulacan) natimang na ako ng sobra!!! PAANO PA KAYA PAG DAGAT NA YUNG PUMAPAGITAN EKIS SAINYO MGA BOSSING HAHAHAHAHAH
2 Cool 4 Fools
Ola mabebe,
I originally wanted to do some form of april fools joke kung saan ito lang yung page na lilitaw if you click on love letter HAHAHAH kaso tbh I realized na it's not really our style to pull pranks on each other eh noh. I mean diba we're best friends and tbh I don't really do pranks din with my friends HAHAHAH it kinda messes with my whole no-BS persona kasi I don't play these games HAHAHAH
Thank you so much ulit for waiting for this letter and thank you for existing for me to write letters to :) with the whole vibe coding AI era sa programming world I don't really write a lot anymore WAHAHHAHA
Anyways HAHAHAHA love na love kita so super duper much my baby thank you for reading and always being there for me.
Forever and always yours,
Chichibear ❤️