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October 2026 · birthday-night notes
OCTOOOSMAN
Mabebe mabebe good morning or afternoon (I’m fairly certain na you aren’t reading this at night hehe)
First of all, apologies ulit sa late send HAHAHHA TBH I’ve been thinking about this for every single day na since sep 30 sadyang ngayon ko lang ginawa to kasi I wanted to pretend na I planned this all along tapos yung main point ko rito is na I wanted to spend the final moments of my birthday thinking about you kasi I wasn’t able to as much dahil di tayo togetherness
Pick your explanation bat late
So I’ll let you pick nalang which one of those yung gusto mo HAHAHHA
BUT THEN AGAIN I’ve started collecting ideas na for my october letter nung september pa I kept on having writing tiny notes dito sa notebook ko whenever a romantic idea or line popped sa head ko kaya pasensya ka na talaga siguro minsan they show up saakin during our calls heheh
Anyways the first idea I had was supposed to be a game you could play HAHAHAH people have been making games na sa browsers since dating dati pa so I imagined it won’t be that hard to make a game para sayo HAHAHHA
Yung game idea I had talaga sana was na there was a sleeping picture of me tapos you can click various items to wake me up with them. Like imagine a horn tapos when you click it magigising ako HAHAHHAH KASI wake me up when september ends, kaso di rin sakto kasi we’re 1/3 na through october halos
Zero Alcohol
Another cute thought na I had was na I’m so happy na you and I don’t drink. I had this thought lang at some point na alcohol is part of the stories of a lot of couples. Samples of this lang siguro are yung kay Roy and Julia wherein they be meeting and falling for each other sa bar, and another one was when I met si sir Chy and ate Pao (yung boss and gf ng boss ni OJ). Yung kwento nila was na there was this one night na they were both drinking with each other tapos they had this “bright” idea to test yung injectioning skills ni ate Pao ang dami ng dinugo ni sir Chy HAHAHAHA
WELL MY POINT DITO IS NA not na we don’t drink naman, but na we don’t get drunk at all. I love na we get to be sober with each other and for each other. I love na we communicate with each other so well na we never feel the need to drink alcohol to release things sa isa’t isa. And I love na all of our decisions na we’ve made so far sa lives natin that lead us to be here now and togethereness we made sober.
GAGI ngayon ko lang naalala what triggered this though, parang there was something na you and I watched wherein yung gimmick nung couple was na “we’ll drink and make bad decisions” HAHAHHA That doesn’t resonate talaga with us kasi sure ako na every decision I’ve made so far in this 25 years of life is good kasi we’re zootogetherness
I also wrote down “ if nagkacancer ako and nakalbo ako because of chemo, magpapakalbo ka rin ba?” HAHAHAHAH I GUESS I HAD THIS IDEA OF LIKE making a list of yes/no questions you would answer and make it interactive HAHAHAH maybe add ko sya sa next month’s
Pero now a na-ask ko na, G? HAHAHHAHAHA
Interactive question, pulled early from next month
If nagkacancer ako and nakalbo ako because of chemo, magpapakalbo ka rin ba?
Growing up I used to love watching this show called mathinik (which lowkey could have influenced me) and it featured a dude named si Tado. He died nung 2014 tapos his wife shaved her head eh…
Upon doing more research, I just learned na mali pala yung pagkaka alala ko as to how he died HAHAHAHAH IN MY HEAD, she shaved her head cuz he died of cancer or something pero gagi mali pala. Tado died in a car accident tapos her wife shaved her head as a form of protest kasi she was demanding accountability dun sa nakacause ng death ni Tado.
Sorry naging medyo bleak yung point, balik tayo sa cancer and kalbo
Sorry I feel like you being health based medyo in bad taste yung pagjoke sa cancer
actually kahit di ka healthy bad taste naman talaga HAHAHHAHAHAH
WELL BASTA ANG POINT KO IS NA WAG KANG MAGPAKALBO BABY KO, though I totally would still love, kiss, and lickly lick your entire scalp if magpakalbo ka
WALA DI AKO MAGKAKA CANCER HAAHAHAH GOSH
Imma shift gears na
hmmmm I got two more points dito sa notes ko pero parang ayaw ko na silang ipaliwanag kasi they’ll be very fun to do for the next one HAHAHHAHA
ANYWAYS October… I’m 25, balik na tayo to being of the same age hehehe
Rotate the eight
Octo means 8. Tap to let it rest.
At some point a few days ago somebody brought up sakin na ang Octo yung birthday ko tas 8 so like it’s a fun pair. Alam mo who’s a fun pair? OOSMAN and what’s OOSMAN but SMAN with an 8 lying down sa unahan. And ano yung SMAN? yung gusto kong malagkit rice snack na nakabalot. Just like how ikaw gusto kong ibalot sa aking mga braso’t yakapin
the formula
= OOSMAN
sticky, wrapped, and togetherness
Maraming salamat ulit baby ko for completing another whole year of my life with me baby ko!!! love na love na LOOOOVVVEEE KITA so super duper much